Self !!!

Now, I think I have an opportunity myself. Perhaps my duty to do with the soul of mine. Because, I'm in a search for something...somewhat..,what to say...yeah! It's like a search for mysterious horizons within me!!! 

I couldn't  just utter a word without much clarity or couldn't talk something beyond it as if I desperately releases its divinity before the world. 

My search is an exploration from my soul to the distance of miles away through my journey. But it should be a lonely journey, journey of me and myself only!!! Just like moving towards the tail of the path that might ends with a result to me, I hope! I might hail the particular journey as something usual. But my sensation towards it is not that and also not like my whole "madness"..!!

Actually l don't know how to explain such an awesome experience before someone. Did you get me? Yeah! I would like to sink in the deep, darken ways even if I supposed to come across adventurous meets, even if it might be a trouble to me, I'm ready to accept my fate. But I should need a long journey. I have to explore miles away. The exploration might be something like love, perhaps the value of it or might be hatred sometimes. I don't know about it's nature. But ought to become a traveller in such a way, where I would be alone in my journey, throughout my path with powerful destination. No strong thunder and wild storm could destroy me and my dreams!!!! 

I really need a change to alter my way of thinking to wonder myself with the horizons that hide behind the creation of ultimate ancestor...!!!